Tuesday, January 28, 2020

2020 Goals

Physical
  • Diet
  • Gym
  • Teeth
  • Toes
  • Beauty Routine
  • Skin
  • Hydration
  • Sleep
  • Meditation and stress reduction
  • Nature hikes
  • Yoga
  • Hair & hair thinning, hair styling 
Work
Art
  • Edit website
  • Art Shows
  • Showcase art at Colliers
  • Live Painting at Alabama Art Suppl
  • Complete existing paintings
Others
  • Landscaping 
  • Modeling
  • Acting?
  • School?
  • Psychology
  • Holistic Healing
  • Learn art & music history
  • Continue Writing 
  • Activism and volunteering 
Spiritual
Daily Practice
  • Read books which feed my spirit and write more
  • Ala-non & ACA 
  • Prayer & meditation morning & night
  • Continue for my goal to be of utmost usefulness to my HP
  • Create space for my HP to guide me
  • Continue to surrender all of my affairs to my HP
  • Read Big Book
  • Stay connected to my safety net 
  • Keep going to meetings
  • Willingness
  • Gratitude
  • Journaling
  • Magic & cultivating intuition
  • Creating rituals
  • LOA
  • Having a spiritual routine 
Longterm/Big Picture
  • Trust my instincts and listen for it
  • Willingness to let go of character defects & allowing my HP to help me grow
  • Trust
Sexuality
  • Continue digging deeper into what I truly like, who I am and what I have to offer. Ask questions. Act sanely, safely & consensual. 
  • Listen to boundaries and uphold them.
  • Communicate as clearly as is possible
  • Explore
  • Honor little Ellie
  • Have fun and be curious
  • Authentic desires
  • Continue deepening your sacred sexuality and divine connection with your HP
  • Should I be trained as a Dom? 
Relationships 
  • Strong female friendships 
  • Be of service
  • Hold boundaries
  • Communication
  • Find new friend group
  • Positive people in my life
  • Nurture the relationships you do have
  • Honor the relationship you have with yourself
  • Spend time with others in balance with the rest of your life. 
  • Cut back on social media
  • Date yourself, keep asking questions, read & connect with others through mutual interests
  • Deepen your connection to the divine with magic. 
  • Relationship with nature, spirits and fae
Inventory
  • Aymee - her meanness & lack of boundaries
  • Brian - knowing he was attracted to me
  • Matt - sexually assaulting me
  • Cesar - being overly critical of me, his alcoholism, making me cry, hurting me, not trying
  • Tristan - his selfishness, his lies
  • David - derailing me from my life path, reigniting the stress and trauma in my life
  • Daddy Jim - being so difficult to get close to, being emotionally distant
  • Mark - not truly guiding me but trying to hijack my spirituality 
Finances 
  • Save money
  • Invest?
  • Cut down on phone bill 
Misc. 
  • Learn self-defense
  • Car maintenance
  • Moving out?
  • Reiki?
  • Re-do blog 
  • Write life story
Hobbies
  • Remember overthinking and worrying kills fun
  • Gain new hobbies
  • Travel
  • Live shows
  • vid games
  • hanging out with friends
  • dancing
  • painting with friends
  • tv
  • date nights
  • card games
  • making new friends
  • reading
  • writing
  • nature adventures
  • tuning into wild and spontaneous inner child
  • learn new skills - cooking, a new language
  • take a class
  • dress up 
  • comedy