Synch Town

10/21/2020

Jaysen sent me Dane Cook comedy compilation & later that night the Community show I was watching mentioned Dane Cook

10/27/2020

Last night I was talking to my brother about this movie called What the Bleep Do We Know? I also talked about how I identified my depression as a subconscious desire for attention. 

So I decided to watch this documentary that is about the sex cult Nexium. It's called the Vow on HBO max.  It turns out the guy who brought everything to light was in the cult before he realized what it was and he was the one who wrote What The Bleep Do We Know? 

Then the very next scene was a girl talking about how she realized her illness was due to her having an underlying desire for attention.

10/29/2020

Yesterday I was watching songs on YouTube of phantom of the opera and tonight while watching community a random scene where the main guy is drinking he rips his mask off and he is wearing the phantom of the opera mask. 

11/8/20

I said that if I had a daughter I'd name her Lilly for Lilith and the movie we are watching tonight has Lilith's symbol on it

11/8/20

My brother and mom was talking about Al Gore and Clinton and the movie mentioned it

11/9/20

I was with Jaysen the day before and said I wanted ice cream then 5 mins later the ice cream truck pulled up & we got some together. The ice cream man even said it was the law of attraction. I'm watching I Feel Pretty tonight & after the girl has sex she runs up to the window naked & says she thinks she sees the ice cream truck. It is an ambulance but then a few mins later the ice cream truck shows up!  The guy asks how she does it and she says that at one point she started believing that all of her dreams could come true

11/9/20

Mentioned the Maine coon cat to Jaysen yesterday and one just showed up as a play on my Facebook page 

jaysen worries

I worry about Jaysen not drinking water 

And being tired 

Consent

Unless it's an enthusiastic yes, it's no. 

goals

Short do-able dreams.

Write out fantasies & romances 

Synch Town

Mayhem - 

Sometimes it takes a deadly virus to paint your own path. 

What if the synchs are echoes? Mirrors rippling across the multiverse. This is also how the law of attraction works. 

Nature, it doesn't hold to our morals, to our purposes or meaning. 

Realist

Born a hopeless romantic

I danced in my fantasies with you 

I fell in love with the Earth 

She caught every tear I cried over you 

Burned by the love I thought would heal me 

Sometimes, she's a cruel mistress 

But in the emptiness of your absence 

It was her dark embrace which held me 

I gave myself to the truth 

Never turned back once the deed was done 

You used forced to open my heart 

Now you see, I'm not made of glass 

A Phoenix, a rebirth 

A bursting forth from the cacoon 

Your lack of love changed me 

Once upon a time, you said,

Wasn't real 

But it's what I deserve 

How can you know what I deserve? 

My soul has already used up 

All the love I had on you 

I'm glad to be free 

Of the burden of a life changing romance 

I don't need the storybook romance 

I was born a romantic 

These days, I'm in love with my own journey 

I'm glad I was cured of you 

Your eyes were nothing but a visage of truth 

I moved on long before you realized I did. 

It's ok that it doesn't always work out. 

You can't take me away from me, anymore. 

household goals

House plant needs to be staked

Install echo dots

Install Bidet

Clear junk by front door

Clean cat box