Last night I dreamed of running away with someone. I dreamed about Tristan and staying at his place but there being a drunk older guy there. He wouldn't leave me alone with him because he knew he'd try to rape me.
We travelled through tunnels to escape. I pretended to be in a spa. I think it was Emily & I together. Eventually we were homeless and it became clear that we were together.
Then I drempt that I got someone else's burger and I had to go back to pay for the sauce. I asked for Melanie but a group of people came out and they were all interrorgating me.
Then I was back at moms house and she was with this news guy. I was upset and thought I was going crazy. I started yelling at this man and telling him he wasn't my step dad and couldn't tell me what to do. Mom kept avoiding talking to me. Finally I tricked her into talking to me. I convinced her that I was having a meltdown but that I could still see how she was treating me. I brought up 2011. She admitted she also was depressed. Then we decided to go to the hospital together but mom said she wanted to get sobered up from what she had been taking first. It was spice. I apologized to the man.
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