Monday, May 18, 2020

Dancing with Psyche

Perceptive heart
Aware of the world around you 
Sensitive to the smallest details
Diving deep into the depths of Psyche
You're no one's fool 

The freedom you yearn for
Is right behind the door of uncertainty
To fly is first to fall
With the very real chance of plummeting 
Never jump and watch the world slowly
Dissolve away everything that made you 
YOU

It's not so much about having strength
Or even courage 
It's a playfulness 
A curiousity about how far you can go 
Asking important questions are even
Better than having good answers

Be open, moonchild
You'll see... 
The adventure is still real 
Make that jump, don't wait until you're almost dead to come to terms with your soul
We are not permanent
We are visitors passing through 

Intrinsically you already understand
That's why you've always had anxiety
You see the masses flock
It's not that you're so different 
You just walk an uncharted path 
The compass within your being will guide the way

You yearn for a life which is remarkable
Never let the fire in you die
I said this so many time
Never give up
But the truth is, you can be resurrected many times over 

The soul can be resurrected from it's bones
The great mother is accustomed to creating from the great primordial void. 
So be reborn 
Come back to life
Let the celebration of life 
Rekindle the flames of passion

Until I found out that I'd do anything
To survive and eventually thrive 
I wasn't truly living 
You may be broken
But you can always recreate your self
You have this incredible creative power within you that you may not even know is there
If you're still reading this you are probably yearing for something more. 
Something more is what kept me from losing my sanity. 

I let go
And began to free fall
It wasn't flying but I also wasn't hitting the ground
I was immersed in warm light 
All around, I was completely supported
The surrender was the most surreal yet liberating feeling of my life

They say only those who tread lightly can be happy
But you've never felt the intensity of going to the darkest depths and then bursting out into belly laughter
Nothing compares to generating a feeling of pure, unadulterated freedom after seeing all of the ways in which we hold ourselves back 
You would never take that joyful feeling for granted 

Step out into the void 
She is calling to you like a siren
Don't hesitate because you're not ready 
There is only this moment 
Find you in you 
Understand these words not as truth but guide posts
Follow the breadcrumbs your soul leaves for you. It already knows what it takes. Trust me, it's all a part of the process. 

With every death to self
There is a new puzzle piece filled in 
The dots are connecting
The words spoken to me like drunken whispers of shadow dragons
Have new meaning in the light of 
Transformation

I refuse to just exist.

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