jellies sex

I didn't have a special first time like you did. I want to have that. I want to set the mood & the tone. Not necessarily what is stereotypically considered romantic. But just that it feels special, that it feels like you're preparing it for someone who you love very much and want them to know they mean the world to you.

I also want to make love to you, pegging isn't just an anal rape fantasy for me. I have feelings too, I want it to be an intimate experience. 

I want us to touch, to kiss, to hold each other. I want us to rub one another & to massage each other. I'd like you to massage me and then begin fingering me. I want you to eat me out while I'm blindfolded. 

I want to be able to talk to you about sex. I want to feel comfortable about sex. This isn't an area that has ever been comfortable for me and never have I felt safe to talk with someone about it. I want there to be an openness around it. A deep sense of trust & checking in. 

Kiss me more, look into my eyes...make me feel special, please. Make love to me. Sex is special to me. It means something to me. There is an energy exchange which happens that is important.