ATTN seeking

I am attention seeking

Character defect 

Dishonest

Self seeking 

Deceptive 

Narcisstic 

Anxiety 

Depression

Self medicating

Help Jaysen understand addiction 

Use holding in a shit 

Help Jaysen understand about weight issues 

Work on Steps 

Writing 

HSP, show Jaysen documentary. 

Sex? Was having sex anyway a relapse? 

Trauma 

Mom getting attacked by doc

Sexual purity and love 

Physical touch being my love language. 

Feel my feelings 

Even the painful ones. 

Serious daddy issues. 

Trouble with authority, the usual 

The pot helps me relax

Helps with anxiety 

Makes me able to problem solve better

Everything isn't overwhelming