Life is a Dance

I think I am non binary. 

I think I am pagan and have my own twist to my spirituality. Aliens, faeries, spirits. New age, old age & current age. Science, medicine, spirituality...they are all connected. 

My identity is fluid...

I can speak down a well which is beyond time....I can speak back and forth to future selves. 

I have the gift of sight, I am highly sensitive. 

This runs in the family line. But not many embrace it anymore. 

I've been very influenced by other beliefs and cultures. But I really don't ascribe to any of them. Not even truly to paganism. I know it may seem like a hypocrisy. But the truth is I have an inner council within. Different aspects of myself...all connected to me and my spirit but each their own shade of the same color. 

I use the 12 step program, my support network, my therapist & my spiritual daily practices to stay grounded. I also need to be grounded as to not lose sight of my goals instead of pondering into the depths of the universe...which I have the ability to do endlessly. My mind is like an endless maze full of bookshelves with any book you could ever want to read. Every single kind of life or story available to read. I keep changing books and reading or rereading my favorite parts. Sometimes I write my own stories...sometimes I use my physical body to do it. But these are all stories, everything, from the art we watch & read or listen to...to the stories we share with friends...or the story we are living yourself. 

It's easy to lose myself in stories...they are limitless. So I need something to ground me, which is why it's so important for me because it's easy for me to float into other realms & forget my own personal story. 

Love, happiness, freedom, peace. These are all things which I want. I don't want the moons and stars, I just want you to hold me. I'm not looking to conquer the world and stand reigning king & queen. I want to wake up next to you, sleeping on your chest. I want a simple story. I want a place where I can dream, write and live out my beautiful stories in peace. To come home to you there with me. You could live out your own fantasies, whatever they may be. I would do whatever I could to help you live them out. But that is mine. I don't want to save the world. I wouldn't mind helping others but in the ways which I can. My spirituality includes freedom. This is all about the dance of our lives.