My pain doesn't make me special. 

I'm unfocused 

I am confused 

My pain doesn't make me special, it makes me wise. I am a wise woman. A wild, wise woman. The shamans of old. To be a wild woman, you must know pain. The undertaking of pain is brutal. It gives you a hardened look. A warrior of the heart. 

Baby, in the future if I'm high and you don't like the way I'm acting will you just come up to me & say, honey, you're not acting like yourself. Why don't we do some grounding? Then I'll snap out of it. 

It's not just a recreational drug, it is also used by shamans. They use it to soothsay. Granted I wasn't soothsaying the other night, I was melting down. But, in the past I've had a desire to use it for those purposes. 

I'm a healer, a magician

A soothsayer 

To help Jaysen see the real you

Show him Sensitive, a documentary 

HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON

explain shamanism, energy work and the modern shaman. Explain their heritage 

Read to him the Women Who Run With Wolves 

Our temple is the body, it is not to escape the body with the mind. We return to the body and love it true. 

We do not worship others, we are more empowered than that. We send love to all situations.